Life

I have rapid fire ludicrous speed approached my 30th birthday through a clusterfuck mine field of life and only now feel like things are slowing down so I can realize I blew the fuck past the planet where the Princess and Lonestar are at. That makes so little perfect sense to me right now.

I am so sick and tired of the negativity, the day to day bullshit, beating myself up over decisions that had to be made, medicinal self-destruction I have been putting myself through.

I started reading a book on Buddhism. Saw a bunch of fucking rainbows. Went on the craziest road trip I have ever gone on with some of the craziest motherfuckers. I can't say I found god. I can't say I found Buddha. I can say I found myself again. Welcome home, dipshit.